There, I said it. I’ve needed to say it. I’ve wanted to say it but didn’t want to give the wrong impression, didn’t want to evoke pity or even sympathy. I totally get that there are people with way worse situations than my own. I personally know a few. Not the point.
This past year’s been tough. Not gonna lie, I haven’t been the most pleasant person to live with…just ask my husband. I’m finding my way back to life, back to love, back to God…slowly but surely.
I still have questions and what ifs…I’m guessing I always will. I still have regrets and guilt…guessing that will hang around as well. But maybe, just maybe I caught a glimpse, a sliver of light at the end of a long, dark tunnel, and better still, a thawing of my frozen self, suspended in limbo as healing begins in my soul.
And just in case you’re wondering…this was about way more than losing my home.
Perhaps a better title to this post would have been Life Sometimes Sucks But God Is Definitely Good.
life…just saying
I pray you always see a light at the end of that tunnel, and that you would always, always know not only are YOU loved but, that our God is most assuredly good!
Ithank you for your kind words, fellow believer and unknown sister in Christ. May you be blessed beyond words.